so I exploded

I finally had the nerve to say what has been going though my mind for a year. This was what happened.

since you didn't want to give me one the other day
2/9/2009		9:41:32 PM		Goodbye to yet another person		moises		well i was mad
2/9/2009		9:41:37 PM		moises		Goodbye to yet another person		why
2/9/2009		9:41:44 PM		moises		Goodbye to yet another person		with me??
2/9/2009		9:41:46 PM		moises		Goodbye to yet another person		at me?
2/9/2009		9:41:47 PM		Goodbye to yet another person		moises		yes
2/9/2009		9:41:49 PM		moises		Goodbye to yet another person		why
2/9/2009		9:41:55 PM		moises		Goodbye to yet another person		why did I do?
2/9/2009		9:42:32 PM		Goodbye to yet another person		moises		because you seem to think that with calling me once every two months is good and the five minute messenger communication every three weeks is sufficient
2/9/2009		9:42:45 PM		moises		Goodbye to yet another person		ok
2/9/2009		9:43:05 PM		moises		Goodbye to yet another person		one day you'll undestand
2/9/2009		9:43:32 PM		Goodbye to yet another person		moises		what? that your children dont take priority once they pass the age mark of twelve
2/9/2009		9:43:41 PM		moises		Goodbye to yet another person		no..
2/9/2009		9:43:49 PM		Goodbye to yet another person		moises		well then what
2/9/2009		9:44:06 PM		moises		Goodbye to yet another person		that being here unemployed changes your priorities
2/9/2009		9:44:32 PM		Goodbye to yet another person		moises		so that means your family comes last even after you swore that you would call me every day no matter the situation?
2/9/2009		9:44:43 PM		moises		Goodbye to yet another person		and choosing from eating and expensive phone calls.. it's hard to decide
2/9/2009		9:45:16 PM		Goodbye to yet another person		moises		so a actual email would have been enough, yet i havent had one of those since you asked about the surs papers
2/9/2009		9:46:13 PM		moises		Goodbye to yet another person		and trying for you to have a nice trip over seas and trying to keep you away from my finance problem
2/9/2009		9:46:29 PM		moises		Goodbye to yet another person		i guess it's not enough
2/9/2009		9:46:35 PM		Goodbye to yet another person		moises		i would rather get a phone call from my father then get a damn trip
2/9/2009		9:46:44 PM		moises		Goodbye to yet another person		i didn;t know that
2/9/2009		9:46:52 PM		Goodbye to yet another person		moises		oh come on
2/9/2009		9:46:58 PM		moises		Goodbye to yet another person		nop
2/9/2009		9:47:08 PM		moises		Goodbye to yet another person		it seems that your trip meant the whole world to you
2/9/2009		9:47:23 PM		Goodbye to yet another person		moises		no the trip means more for you and for my mother
2/9/2009		9:47:25 PM		Goodbye to yet another person		moises		than me
2/9/2009		9:47:30 PM		moises		Goodbye to yet another person		so I'm trying and your mom too to make it happen
2/9/2009		9:47:36 PM		moises		Goodbye to yet another person		really
2/9/2009		9:47:37 PM		moises		Goodbye to yet another person		?
2/9/2009		9:47:58 PM		moises		Goodbye to yet another person		so what your are saying is we are forcing you to go
2/9/2009		9:47:59 PM		moises		Goodbye to yet another person		?
2/9/2009		9:48:11 PM		Goodbye to yet another person		moises		since i saw how i wasnt g oign to be able to pay for it completly I told her to drop it because i have other expenses that are college applications
2/9/2009		9:48:14 PM		Goodbye to yet another person		moises		and senior fees
2/9/2009		9:48:15 PM		Goodbye to yet another person		moises		transpo
2/9/2009		9:48:16 PM		Goodbye to yet another person		moises		no
2/9/2009		9:48:29 PM		moises		Goodbye to yet another person		you are so unfair
2/9/2009		9:48:30 PM		Goodbye to yet another person		moises		no, but I was willing to give it up
2/9/2009		9:48:41 PM		Goodbye to yet another person		moises		why i am i unfair
2/9/2009		9:48:47 PM		moises		Goodbye to yet another person		I can't believe what you are saying
2/9/2009		9:48:50 PM		Goodbye to yet another person		moises		why
2/9/2009		9:48:57 PM		Goodbye to yet another person		moises		becuase i am actually saying it now
2/9/2009		9:49:01 PM		Goodbye to yet another person		moises		instead of earlier
2/9/2009		9:49:06 PM		moises		Goodbye to yet another person		exactly
2/9/2009		9:49:08 PM		moises		Goodbye to yet another person		and because
2/9/2009		9:49:57 PM		moises		Goodbye to yet another person		I wanted to see you so badly in december that the fact you were going to Europe stoped us from being together
2/9/2009		9:50:13 PM		Goodbye to yet another person		moises		how?
2/9/2009		9:50:20 PM		moises		Goodbye to yet another person		it was one or the other
2/9/2009		9:50:22 PM		moises		Goodbye to yet another person		and I told you
2/9/2009		9:50:34 PM		moises		Goodbye to yet another person		that I could affort both trips
2/9/2009		9:50:37 PM		Goodbye to yet another person		moises		I was looking for my ticket in the wonter
2/9/2009		9:50:41 PM		moises		Goodbye to yet another person		to choose one
2/9/2009		9:50:52 PM		moises		Goodbye to yet another person		and you choose Europe
2/9/2009		9:51:07 PM		Goodbye to yet another person		moises		no I chose to work
2/9/2009		9:51:12 PM		moises		Goodbye to yet another person		nop
2/9/2009		9:51:22 PM		moises		Goodbye to yet another person		and I think you are so unfair
2/9/2009		9:51:30 PM		Goodbye to yet another person		moises		and you could have come here for my birthday but the canadians seem more important
2/9/2009		9:51:31 PM		moises		Goodbye to yet another person		by thinking this way
2/9/2009		9:51:41 PM		moises		Goodbye to yet another person		your future is more important
2/9/2009		9:51:49 PM		moises		Goodbye to yet another person		when are you going to get it??
2/9/2009		9:51:54 PM		Goodbye to yet another person		moises		adn i think that you have left me and broken your promises
2/9/2009		9:52:04 PM		Goodbye to yet another person		moises		when are you?
2/9/2009		9:52:09 PM		moises		Goodbye to yet another person		you can't just get it
2/9/2009		9:52:21 PM		Goodbye to yet another person		moises		i have to do my paper
2/9/2009		9:52:35 PM		moises		Goodbye to yet another person		the way you look life is so wrong
2/9/2009		9:52:37 PM		moises		Goodbye to yet another person		fine